If forever ever exist.

i dont know what am i suppose to be feeling
or thinking right now.
i've got mixed emotions.
i dont know what to do and how to react.
O's gonna be here real soon.
i got to keep myself focused and mug hard.
i know, but i guess i'll have to settle those emotions
first. i got to be careful about what i say and what i do.
i dont want my friendships to spoil. Yes, that is it.
Promising is one thing, doing it is another.
i know i got your promise, but who knows what's
gonna happen next? From the minute you promised me,
i know that i'll have to be ready that you might let me down
someday. Trust may be gone forever if we failed to do
what we promised each other. Sigh, i need time to think
about all these. i really hope we won't disappoint each other.
Peace.

Waking up from dreams to face reality.

-Sometimes life is just so unpredictable.
Just a random thought.
So, i'm back to blogger. I got no idea why though.
Yesterday was Friday.
Had EL, Amaths and History lessons.
And dont know why, teachers are coming
in late for lessons. So we had sometime to slack
in between the lessons.
Lessons till 1230pm. Felt great, since
dismissal were 230pm almost everyday,
except Fridays. :D
Went to canteen to wait for clique people.
And i got no idea how, Eoin, Michael and I,
ended up going for lunch at Kfc tgt with
Wanwen, Elodia and Kengyun. LOL.
It was totally random. But anyways, there were
many funny moments there tgt with the girls.
Went home at 3plus after lunch, tgt with Wanwen and Kengyun.
Reached home at 420pm, i guess. Didnt get caught in the rain. :D
Onlined on fb and msn.
And brother told me something. He's heartbroken.
Tried to cheer him up over at msn and watched him rant.
But i guess i was so tired that i fell
asleep beside the laptop while he's still ranting.
Woke up an hr later and apologised, before going
to shower. Hahaha.
By then it was 5plus. Couldnt fall asleep, so went to
play games and slacked till after dinner.
Finished Amaths corrections for paper 1 and went to sleep.
-
Woke up at 10plus today.
Did amaths corrections for paper 2.
But since i'm feeling tired right now,
i'm still thinking of what to do next.
Nevermind. I shall work on some other subjects
later after lunch. Get a rest now. :D
Oh yes. Recently didnt get to meet up with
clique and sisters. :(
People, we got to meet up soon alright!
Okay. -The end-
-When you smile, the whole world stops and stares for awhile. :D

If we could be the stars in the sky.

Finally, its thursday today.
This means that Friday gonna come
and go soon. And weekends are here!
I really need to catch up on my sleep
over the weekends. I'm still very tired, despite
the fact that i've been sleeping in those
free periods over the past few days.
So, i've got back results for Prelims.
Though its was really horrible for some subjects,
there are some other subjects that i've made
improvement on. So, yeah. Its over, just gonna learn
from my mistakes and work harder for O's.
Oh, dont talk to me about results. I won't wanna tell.
Nobody has to know about my results anyway. So, Myob. :D
And anyways, time is running out. We need to stop
wasting time and study. Someone should motivate me to do so.
Oh yes, i've talked to some Sec 2s about their subject
combinations after school today. I hope i've helped them
alittle since they dont know what's better for them to take up. (:
Had heart talks after that, with guys in the canteen, while chewing on
candies from E. (Y)
And head home at 530pm. Since i'm feeling so tired,
i'm slacking now. Haha.
I guess i better do some work later, after dinner.
Alright, i'll not be back soon to blogger though.
So, just stay tuned people. :D
-
I hate it when people said that i'm dumb,
like as though they are any smarter.
And even if they are, they shouldnt be arrogant
isnt it? There will always be something in the world
that they dont know. So, what's with you calling people
names? And i dont like people with no manners/respect
for others. You should know what i mean, totally.
And it doesnt mean that i'm absolutely fine with
how you are behaving, when i dont say anything.
You better wise up.

As long as i try hard enough, i'll find my way.

I'm back home feeling
tired because of dance.
Went to school at 1015
today, and its the last day
of exams. (:
Went through SS paper at 1230
after exams.
So, i passed SS. (Y)
After going through the paper,
we were dismissed from the hall.
Initially, wanted to have lunch
with Sisters, but Haohan texted me
that he wants to start dance at 2pm
instead of 3pm. So i send Sisters off and
walked back to school.
Got a drink and went for dance.
Had dance till 330pm in the music room
until the choir came.
Packed and went to the classroom to continue
our dance. However, we spent a long time
outside the classroom because the key broke into
two when Sophia tried to open the door. LOL.
Just when we're about to give up on trying
to unlock with the broken key, Ah tan came
to open the door for us.
And he nagged at me when i'm not the IC.
He's random. So after nagging, he went off and
we continued dancing till 530pm,
before we arranged the tables again and
head to 7-11. Got chocolate bar. Energy level
running low. So, i finished the whole bar on my way home.
And now, i'm still tired. But school's starting at 815 tmr.
So, i can sleep longer. Yay, great. :D
Alright, i shall go take some rest now.
Bye.

I miss those smiley faces that flooded our conversation box.

I spent the whole day at home,
studying SS-fall of Venice,
since i've done rise of Venice yesterday.
Continued to revise on Physics and
Chemistry.
So i guess i'll end here.
there's nothing interesting or happy to
write here since Bestfriend went missing
for the third day already.
Kinda wonder when is Bestfriend gonna
appear again.
Alright, i guess i'll rest early tonight
since there's dance tmr.
Last paper tmr, so all the best to those taking
exams.
Goodbye humans. (:

And hey, i wished we had another chance.

Heyyyyyyy.
I'm gonna share my today! :D
So, woke up real early
and started using the laptop
till 11.
Packed my stuffs, showered and out
to meet my Crabby! :D:D:D
And i was kinda late, so sorry!
Headed to Bugis street first.
We both got something we like, so yay. :D
Got back to Bugis Junction. Had JCO yogurt.
Walked the basement many rounds because
we wanna finish our yogurt but we didnt have seats.
LOL. After we're done, mrt-ed to Bedok library
to do work till 5pm.
Got stuffs from Ntuc before heading to Airport,
while Crabby went home.
Took bus 24 to airport for the first time,
but fell asleep on my way there.
Reached airport and waited half an hour
for Mum and Sister. So meanwhile, did some Amaths.
I know its hard to believe, but i'm doing maths. LOL.
Dinner at Swensens and finally headed home at 9pm.
I'm tired right now, but i guess i wouldnt
get to catch up on my sleep soon. :(
Okay. I'm done with this. Bye!
*Im missing bestfriend. I wonder where's
bestfriend right now.

The start of something new.

I'm really tired right now, but i can't take a nap
because i'm going for dental at 3
and out with my Sisters.
So, today was a bus ride with the single-deck bus
again. It was so cramp and yet the bus driver
was driving real fast.
People all losing their balance, bumping into each other
and i injure both sides of my hip and got stepped on the feet. -.-
Bus rides are so unpleasant nowadays.
Reached school after it start drizzling, so
headed to the hall for flag raising.
Had emath paper 1 first, then geog till 1230pm.
Both papers this time, was much better.
After the papers, head home and now
i'm here. Its still raining now and i'm feeling so cold.
I'm gonna bring my jacket ltr before my fingers
turn stiff.
I'll be back ltr tonight to update again, i guess.
And i still have one more paper to go, before i can
catch up on my sleep. Like finally.
And its weekends tmr, so i'm gonna meet
Travis. Excited.
Okay. I need to get my stuffs ready now.
-
Alright people.
I'm back from Far East Plaza/Orchard.
Headed over to Far East with Sisters
after dental today.
Today's trip to Far East wasnt exactly bad though
i didnt manage to get anything i like
and we were all feeling tired after
the prelims.
I felt that today was enjoyable, so yay.
At least i'm feeling way better tdy than
i am over the past few days. (:
So had dinner at Kfc before going home.
Had a last minute decision to pick my
sister up from her school since it was
raining and it was getting late.
Picked her up and head home tgt.
1hr plus call with Someone. :D:D:D
And i'm here again. LOL.
I'm going out with Crabby tmr,
so i'll sleep soon.
Bye.

I dont know where to start.

I would say this is the worst
week i ever had so far.
I never experience
such great disappointment
before. Sigh. Its like our efforts went down
the drain. :(
I guess we'll have to work much harder.
And today started off badly.
I forgot my to bring my earpiece, so bus ride
was boring. And today's bus was a single-deck bus
so had to stand all the way till school.
Legs was having cramps when i alight from the bus. -.-
Then we had physics paper tdy.
It was horrible, totally.
Had break, but didnt get something to eat
since i wasnt in a good mood.
Went through amaths with Fatin and Asyiqin, before
amaths paper. (:
Amaths paper was equally bad though.
Had headache and started feeling dizzy but still
went for lunch at pizzahut with Sisters.
They definitely cheer me up alittle.
After we're done with lunch, went to walk around
for awhile before going home.
And now, i'm so tired that i can fall asleep
on the table.
But i've got C.geog to study for.
So i guess i'll go and study now.
i'll blog when i'm in the right mood.
Bye.

Just turn around and keep walking.

Its Wednesday today.
And i'm glad that i'm left with tmr and
friday to struggle with, before i can
catch up on my sleep.
And I'm really looking forward to this weekend
because i'm going over to Travis's hse.
Its gonna be great, but i dont think i'm staying
overnight there though.
So, ended today's paper at 945.
Decided to head home since it was raining.
On my way home, i would say i had many things running
through my mind. And apparently these things made
me feel so insecure, like alot. I dont know how to describe how i
felt at that point of time, but i know its horrible.
In short, my mood hasnt been good since the
start of the week. So if you are planning to piss me off,
i'm sure that you should think twice. -.-
Nevermind, bye.
-
Sometimes i really wonder who would text or call you
immediately when they see you writing negative stuffs here,
to cheer you up. Who would wanna know what's on your mind
when you're quiet. Who would wanna find out what had happened
to cause you that unhappy face.
If you realised, i havent been telling you lots of stuffs
because i know you wouldnt care. So, there isnt a point for
me to share what i feel isnt it? You are gonna put those
things aside and tell me to cheer up and whatever.
But who does it that easily? I would wanna tell what i feel
to someone who care, not someone who doesnt.
But its alright, because when humans are busy
with their own things, we'll neglect others, dont we?
Afterall, this is life.

its a new challenge afterall

I really cant wait for Prelims to be over,
because i wanna catch up on my sleep.
I've been sleeping late and waking up
early, so that i wouldnt waste too much time
on sleeping.
Nevermind. I'll survive. :D:D:D
So, i guess there isnt anything much about
life now since all we're doing is to do work
non-stop.
Oh yeah, that reminds me about living life this way,
is totally unhealthy.
I realised that i've lost weight, which is bad obviously.
People should just bring me out to eat non-stop, but after O's.
And lastly, i just had a dream. And i've always wanted
that to happen one day, but its kinda impossible.
So, it will just be a dream never come true thing.
Alright, i'll be back 1 week later.
Study time. Bye.
-
I think my mood was rather bad just now.
But after the spamming of smiley faces in Msn,
thanks to Bestfriend, i'm feeling much better.
Thanks! (:
And i would chill & dont will try not to be too
troubled.
:D

Happily ever after like the endings of a fairytale

Its already Thursday today.
Sept hols gonna end real soon.
This means, I cant sleep late at night
anymore because i will have to
start waking up super duper early
in the morning for school
and mug non-stop for O's.
But oh well, we'll all have freedom after O's,
so we shall all persevere. (:
I will have to be as hardworking as someone! *
So, did Physics, Chemistry and Amaths tdy.
Managed to finished whatever i've planned to.
So, i shall say i will continue again tmr, because
i'm tired now. :D
Oh yes. I'm tired physically and mentally.
And to S:
Please cheerup soon. I know its not gonna be easy,
so take everything one step at a time.
if you need to, you can talk to me through sms/msn.
dont worry. i'll talk to you on Monday alright!
Cheer up once again. (:
Alright, it shall all end here. bye.
i guess i'll have to accept the fact that my life is like that. :(

The world keep spinning around, 24hrs a day

I promise to do this fast, because
i need to crash on my bed really soon.
Today is a bad/good day.
I got pissed off in the morning, because
some people are just so selfish.
Had dance in Music Room from 1-530pm.
I swear it was so draining to keep practising
on the same song over and over again, just to get
all of us to synchronize all our steps, jumps and turns,
despite the fact that we had breaks in between.
Learn quite a number of new steps for the new song tdy
so i do hope that i dont forget them. (:
The guys were playing around when we had breaks.
They started doing stunts all over the floor and looked
funny. Seriously, got us all hyper-up.
So had dance till 530pm and went for dinner with
part of the dance crew and the 2Ks.
After we're done, went to platform for awhile
before going home.
Bus ride was fun because we all had so much to talk
about. I like! (:
Reached home and did the usuals.
Alright, shall just end here.
Bye.

We'll party like its the end of the world.

'I've got a Bestfriend that shares the bolster with me

at the same time, by hugging the top of it and letting me hug

the bottom'.

-A.

'I've got a Bestfriend who loans me his bolster to cuddle with,

and jacket as a pillow when he sees me falling asleep'.

-E.

'I've got a Bestfriend who would rush down from his

house to accompany me when i'm alone outside'.

-K.

'I've got a Bestfriend who would compete with me

to see who can eat slower'.

-K.

'I've got a Bestfriend who would talk and go high with me

on Msn when we start talking about dance'.

-M.

'I've got a Bestfriend who would go all wild when we're

on the swings, trying to move in the same way like my swing does'.

-R.

'I've got a Bestfriend who would act as if she's angry,

each time i forget to give her a hug when i see her.

-S.

'I've got a Bestfriend who would bring food for me when i'm hungry,

go high when i am, start laughing tgt about anything we talk about'.

-W.

They're my clique. :D

Clique never fails to cheer me up when i'm sad,

listen to my troubles and give me advices,

go high with me about anything we can think of.

Jokes and laughter never ends.

We would do stupid things tgt like singing songs while walking to

bus stops. And lastly, Study together!

Every individual has their flaws, I believe we all

would learn how to accommodate each other's differences.

So, I hope our friendship never ends. :D

-

Extra lessons had been quite alright,

except the fact that i'm still as tired though

its like Sept hols.

Oh yeah, more like this Sept hols is for us

to study for our prelims, since we've just started

while others are done with it. Boohoo. :(

And, i need to get well soon.

I keep coughing and I'll soon sound like a guy.

Bad.

I have knee pain just today, and bones keep cracking

when i'm going down the stairs.

I think i need a knee guard soon. -.-

And best thing is, i'm having dance tmr.

Knee, please be good and heal yourself by tmr morning.

Right. All in all, i would need to study alittle on chemistry

and work hard on maths. And lastly, fyi, i dont like maths.

Okay, i know i dont look like i have a choice, so

i shall move to my dinner now.

Bye.

Just another replay

'Telepathy' bestfriend is nowhere to be seen.
Oh well. Woke up early in the morning to
do chemistry :D
Then I went out in the afternoon to meet Cheryl.
On my way to Bugis, i was reading readers' digest.
And i just like it, i got no idea why.
Gave Cheryl a hug from the back as soon
as i see her & She jumped.
Hahahaha! Headed to JCO for yogurt, since she's
like crazy over it. And Stories time! :D:D:D
After we're done, we started our shopping journey.
While we're in cotton on, Cheryl started going high.
She keep telling me whats nice & that i should get them.
But in the end, i really got something there. LOL.
Then we went over to Bugis street.
The whole place was packed with people. It was so packed that
you have to stop, each time you take a few steps.
Oh wow. After walking for an hr or so, Cheryl got something
she liked. (Y)
After we're done, decided to get my Sister a top.
We walked the whole bugis street to look
for the kind she like. And finally after so long,
we decided the top we want to buy for her.
And the best part, they dont have her size, so
they had to alter it for me.
Finally, we're done and i kinda rushed off for dinner
with my family.
Still, a great day out with Cheryl today! :D
Oh yeah, I'm supposed to get Cheryl something
for our 10yr anniversary. And i'm totally clueless on what
to get for her. But there's one thing I'm sure of;
she's gonna get me something shocking.
Oh well. Grins from Cheryl is bad.
Nevermind, i'll try not to be shocked by her. :D
So, dinner with Family then shopping again.
Anyways, brother got a new ipod. Tsk.
But its okay, i got soyabean. Haha.
*bestfriend knows how soyabean can make me high.
And i got my chocolates. :D
Lastly, reached home at 10 and currently slacking.
All in all, today is great. K, thanks, bye!

Stuck in the moment with you

I'll do a quick one here
for my 'telepathy' bestfriend.
Humantities & English papers are over. :D
After today's papers, decided to head home
to rest. Someone must be feeling glad that
i listened uh!
So, postponed my outing with Huiping.
Sorry!
And for once, i wasnt lazy to buy my lunch before
going home. So yeah, reached home super early.
Showered, lunch-ed and play game. Yay!
You know what game i play right! Hahaha.
But not as crazy over games as you. :D
Slept like 2hrs. Dinner-ed and slacked more.
Im feeling guilty now because exams arent over yet,
so i should be working hard. But oh well.
And I'm going out with Cheryl tmr.
Excited. Alright, im done. Bye. :D