Its more than memories.

Hi world. I'm feeling super tired this morning because i went Acsj from 8-6pm yesterday and had too little sleep. This had therefore led to me being rather moody today. So, had diaphragm trg after setting up instruments and clearing the music room. Halfway through diaphragm trg, we had to run 5 rounds around the parade square because we were too noisy. Continued with diaphragm trg and moved on to listening to recordings. Sectionals in the classroom on Symphonic overture & overture jubiloso and finally lunch! Thanks to www for accompanying me to lunch and bbt. -Hearts- Had combined band after lunch, before having combined sectionals on Memories of friendship in the Bandstore with Ms Tan. Finally, combined band in the music room till 6pm. Packed up and dismiss only at 6.40pm. Head home after that. End of my not so good day. :X
-i'm feeling moody again because of my horrible playing today. Sigh. I should definitely practise on the clar for 10hrs everyday. Boohoo.
Well, i realised that life was never ever easy for me. It always seem like someone will come along and ruin my whole day. Tell me why, i never knew you was two-faced. No, i dont hate people. Its just annoying.

I cant breathe

4 more days to xmas, yet i'm not excited about it this year. And i really wonder why. :X Anyways, I'm glad that i've managed to spend time with my family over the weekends since they always complain that i'm busy. -Cheers- And i spent yesterday and today at Band. I really miss all the awesome bandmates, like totally. So i'm kinda glad to see them again and as well as Stephani, who came back to help. Glad to talk quite alot with Stephani over these two days and i realised that she's quite funny. I always end up laughing, not that i did it on purpose. :X So, i'll say that i've learnt alot throughout these two days, whether is it regarding Band or about the people around me. Well, i guess there's both positive and negative stuffs about the people around me, but i hope we'll learn to accept each other flaws. Afterall, nobody is perfect. I really hope that clique will continue to stay strong & friends continue to keep in contact with each other. Afterall, we went through thick and thin together. Hopefully, everyone will take some initiative to keep things going. :) Okay, i'm getting long-winded & Old. I do realise that i'm getting old over these two days because i'm actually feeling very tired though i didnt do marching with the Band. And i was so tired that i mistaken someone for another person yesterday, so apparently almost everyone in the Band knows. It was so paiseh you know. Tsk. See why sleeping is important now! And i hit my fingers twice with the drumsticks while rehearsing the marching with sy because i was so tired that i didnt bother looking at where i was hitting. Poor fingers. So i guess i should start sleeping earlier from now onwards. :) Oh, and sorry to those who i was unable to meet up with after O's. I'll meet you all asap. And lastly, i'm glad that i'll be meeting someone tmr. :)

Dont give up & i'll find my way

I guess my life is in a mess right now and i've got no idea what to do. :X Ever since holidays started after the O's, i've been rather busy with Band / dance practices just for Parents night. Though it was really tiring because i've something to do almost every single day, but at least i enjoyed it. Its probably the best performance for me and its gonna be the most memorable one. I know i will definitely miss the Band and DIS. Afterall, my whole clique is from Band. Reminds me of the problems we had long ago. Strong bonds kept us alive. Great. (:
But ever since the performance is over, i realised that there are many problems out there, waiting for me to resolve. And the problem is, i dont know how to do it. Honestly, i'm sick of these problems, but i know i cant ignore them. No matter what, i've to get it settled. I've been keeping alot of things to myself nowadays and it feels really strange. I only managed to tell C alittle about my life, when we met up that day. She could tell that i finally let out something that i've been keeping for a long time. Note: Bestfriend, please do not expose your mind reading skills to me, because its getting scary. :X So there's been much more things that i havent share yet and i need to find someone to talk about it. I'll probably wait for A to be back from overseas. Besides, she's got lots of stuffs to tell me too. Hopefully, we can cheer each other up then. (: And this reminds me that Crabby is gonna be overseas today! Bon voyage dear crabby! <3 i'll miss your crazy-ness. And i have to meet people up asap. I know they need to share about their life, but sadly most of them are working now. I wonder when will they ever find time to meet up. I guess i'll wait for them to arrange. I realised that nowadays, the weather had been rather crazy. Sad to say, relatives are unwell, Bestfriend is sick too. Get well soon people. -Prays- Oh, i just realised i've yet to decide if i wanna continue dancing because i know my dad dislikes it. :X And whether to continue Band. Nevermind, i'll find a way. I need time. Argh, sick of everything right now. Dude, so sorry that i've been harsh, but what you did annoy me. I'm telling you that you dont know me well enough and i dont exactly believe what you said. *Peace sign up* Alright, i shall put this to an end -All the unhappy events. Lets hope that things get better, people starts to get well/cheer up & enjoy life. Love you people.

All the memories

Library Committee! :D

Myself, Sophia, Qianhui! (L)

Awesome Graduates & Mr Wong! (L)

& Lastly, Awesome Sisters. (L)

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Actually, the reason why i'm back here, is just to say

i'm missing alot of people now.

Band, Clique, Sisters and many other best friends.

I guess i've really learnt alot through Band and i

would really miss all the awesome bandmates.

As for clique, love you people. Clique outing soon!

Yesterday was awesome. (:

And sisters, we have to meet up soon. I've got lots

of things to tell you all. Miss you girls much.

Lastly, DIS, i'll miss dancing with you people!

I'll never forget the times we got so tired but continue

practising till we managed to synchronize every step.

Hopefully, we'll keep dancing & meet someday!

Thanks for the memories. (:

Dont stop the music

I'm finally back to fill this empty space. So i've been really busy with Band practices, band camp and dance practices, just for Parents night. Had been feeling super tired for the whole week and before. But its okay, at least i think we did a good job for Parents night yesterday. Sadly, its our last performance for those graduating, so i guess we are all gonna miss band somehow. :X Hopefull, the Band will continue to strive hard for Syf and get a good medal. (: Actually, i've been rather lazy to do a full update, so i'm gonna skip that. :D I'll elaborate when i've the mood. Sorry readers. :X Anyways, i'm quite free from now till end of the year, since i dont think i wanna look for a job. I'll wanna meet up with people, but they are either busy working or overseas now. So, i cant wait for them to be back and celebrate christmas together. Lets hope time faster now. (: Okay, i guess that'll be all for now. I need time to think about everything. Spare a thought for me. Love you guys. Pictures time. :D

Myself & Asyiqin! (L)

Awesome Section! (L)

& THE MOST AWESOME BAND! (L)(L)

Crazy mix of emotions

I'm feeling so tired now, though i slept earlier last night. Actually, i wouldnt be surprised if i fall sick soon, because i guess i have too little rest and poor appetite. And of course, the problem of having too little rest is because of the busy schedule i have, which continues till next weekend. I'm quite excited for parents night now, so hopefully we will put up a good show. And you, i've got too little time to settle our problem, give me time. I dont know how to what to say to you. Nevermind, lets hope things get better soon. I just know i'm gonna be out later. So yeah, bye readers. (:

The flashbacks wont leave me alone

I'm just back to fill up this empty space here because its seriously weird for me, if i dont do it. So, i'm busy with Band practices and dance nowadays. Because of that, i got to wake up early almost every single day in the week. Hopefully, i'll be able to keep up with this routine because i'm feeling so tired everyday. Its to the extent that i can fall asleep anytime, anywhere. This reminds me that i have Band tmr at 8am. So, i better make sure i sleep earlier today. And anyway, i got my prom dress and shoes today after dance and had lunch with mom. Not a bad day. Okay, i'm really lazy to do a proper update now. Maybe i'll do so over the weekends. :X Alright, bye readers. (:
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I'm so sorry that i actually forgot that Bestfriend is flying off yesterday until Bestfriend texted me. I feel so bad for it. Its too big a mistake to make. I hope that time will pass faster so that Bestfriend is back soon. (: