A normal school day.
Feeling super unwell.
Didnt want to talk at all for the whole day.
And then had fever.
Headache in the noon.
Had extra amaths lesson.
A private conversation with Mrs loke.
Something happened.
Sectionals for awhile.
Went off to tm with clique.
Homed at 7pm.
Got to complete Homeworks now.
Bye.

Seriously shut the hell up.
Im telling you, i totally dislike you.
I saw it with my own eyes how you acted
today.
And now you cant deny you were pretending.
What more do you want to say.
I bet you are speechless now.

I should be happy

To clique :
Thanks for everything you guys did. :D
-
Dont irritate me further,
we should just live life happily.
Not poking into each other's business.
And should stay that way forever.
I would say,
i will fall sick soon.
This is bad.

TiringWeek

Hey people!
Been really busy for this week.
Monday-Friday was Band.
Supposingly, wanted to help at js today,
but sadly wasnt feeling very well
and adding on the tiredness,
i didnt make it for tdy. :(
Also, had to miss the trip with QH
to plaza sing, for my M&S bag! :(
And sorry QH for not being able to make it
tdy, and you had to miss your starbucks drink
and the laptop you brought out wasnt used.
Okay, so stayed at home tdy
to do my chem and phy hws.
And im done with it. :D
Going out for dinner soon.

Got to finish CL and hist hw tonight
after dinner.
Tmr gonna be eng and double maths.
Hopefully i manage to finish everything by then
and get ready for schooling again.
The thought of having to go school
after a day tmr, is causing me to be in a
not-so-good mood.
Right. Got to Buck up already.
Hopefully, i can make it. :D
Got to go, bye.

Its been days. Hope everything is well
for you. tty soon. (:

Yet another round

Woke up at 10 plus tdy.
Onlined. Someone's online too. :D
So got out of the house at 11.30am, when
we are supposed to be meeting at 11.30am.
Right. Got out of the house, called yilin house.
& her mum told me that She's still sleeping. Nice one yo!
Met Zoey at mac first. Lunch-ed.
Meeting at another mac when yilin arrived.
Did plannings all the way from 1plus till 5plus.
Reached home at 6pm.
Doughnuts for siblings. Because im feeling so kind
to buy for them! Dont ask me why i did that, cos i got no
idea too.
Right, so im relaxing while using the com right now
since im just too tired to move around.

And there's extra lessons tmr till 3pm.
Gosh, wonder how i survive.
I need more sleep!
But i guess my march hols are so packed with activities,
that i dont even have time to sleep longer.
So have march hols equals to normal school days.
How awesome.
Shall just stop here.
Bye.

Just had a phone call from best friend.
Her decision for something, left her so upset
but she had a point for doing so.
Her thinking did make sense, i did agree with her too.
And since my situation is somehow similar with hers,
What she told me over the phone call left me
thinking about mine too.
Because now she had chose to end it this way, what am i gonna do?
Settle the problem like what she did?
Or just ignore and carry on?
Sigh what now?
When i just learn to get over one problem and be happy,
here comes another round.

She suggests what i should do just now.
But i actually thought otherwise.
And i told her my decision which shocked her obviously.
She said that im crazy enough, to make such a decision.
Yes, its years we are talking about,
but i still think im able to make it.
Am i too naive?
There are many questions going around in my mind now.
Looking at things now, maybe she's right.
Is it because im just stubborn to give things up like that
or maybe i still want to cling onto my last hope?
Just when im about to stand up, i had fallen yet another time.
But this time, i know i will take a very long time.
I really dont know what to do now.
Im tired.

Right. Apparently, best friend had
got things turning around.
Now she's back to the same thing again.
But if she's happy with it, why not.
Congrats best friend.
But now, what about me?
Gosh, this is bad.

ihy

Went acsj in the morning.
Home at 1plus.
I have yet to take my lunch.
But i feel like sleeping now,
because im sick.
I shall rest and do my homeworks later.
Bye.
-

Seriously, cant you just shut up.
Dont you know that its super duper
rude to interrupt.
Its seriously annoying.
Im getting pissed/annoyed now.
You better not drive me up the wall,
because you will never imagine what will
happen to you when i go to the extreme.
The book that you wrote, i have my doubts now.
I dont know you.
And let me tell you, how does knowing helps.
Im like a spoilt tape recorder that keep repeating
itself.
Im tired of saying what i dislike/detest,
because i know nothing changes.
What's the point then.
Its just a waste of my effort and what's worst, another
round of irritation.
Spare some thought of others.
After all, you are not that great.

Another round

After a long day, im finally back home,
relaxing my legs.
So today was the last day of motivational camp.
I guess today's activity was really useful
because it helps us identify our learning style
and what kind of learner am i.
Since it was in D&I lab, it was super cold
for me because i guess im having a slight fever.
Managed to sustain till recess.
Recess-ed with Bunny :D
Since we had spare time, we practically went to
tour around the classroom block.
After walking around for sometime,
decided to go back since it was really boring
without the Sec 2s and 3s around.
Throughout the walk around the classroom block,
i had been talking non-stop to Bunny. :D
So strolled really slowly back to D&I lab.
Talked to Stella for awhile and thanks for your sweet! :D

Continued with workshop till end of school.
Sec 3s are back in the parade ground.
Crabby gave me a hug upon seeing me! :D
So waited for them with Bunny,
while they went to get their bags in the hall.
In the mean time, talked to Ms Pang; the glam one! :)
After very extrememly duper long,
they finally made their way down and we went out of school.
Separated with them to make my way down to airport.
Bus-ed and Mrt-ed to airport.
Met YL. Lunch-ed.
Heart to heart talk with her after so long.
Guessed i really poured everything out, same for her :D
Did some homework, and off with her to meet someone.

At 5.30pm, separated from her to meet my
family for dinner.
I didnt really eat alot though.
After dinner, went shopping.
Spent a large sum of money today.
And finally got back home at 10.45pm.

Im feeling tired and hungry right now.
Perhaps i should quickly eat something and
knock out.
Bye.

P.S: I dont know.

Motivational camp

Something has been bothering me
since i woke up this morning.
Talking about morning.
I somehow overslept. So when i woke up,
i rushed and got of the house
then i realised that i didnt bring my breakfast.
How awesome -.-
Reached school. Second day of motivational camp.
Motivational camp had been quite fun. I like :D
So had games. Games are actually quite alright,
but i didnt really enjoy, probably because of that
something that is bothering me.
So after games, listen to talk on time management etc.
Recess.
Back to time management talk.
End of school.
Lunch.
Home.
And now, using the com to do
blogging.
So last day of school before march hols.
And last day of motivational camp tmr.
Shall hope that motivational camp is fun tmr like
the two days.

Shall start on my holiday assignments soon.
Better stop slacking.
Bye.

I wonder what are you up to now.
I dont know why you are like that.
Perhaps you had changed too much,
and i dont trust you.
I would very much prefer to stay away
if you are going to cause me any problem
because im seriously busy enough.
You got your life, so do I.
I dont wish to interfere so you probably should just
learn to shut up and stop pretending like you know me
very well.
And gosh, stop living in denial.
Because i knew you wasnt that great in the first place.
Get a life.

N.F

Im looking forward to March Hols,
reason being i can sleep longer.
Each day i wake up for school, looking
like a zombie. I want to meet my bestfriends
(frm. Pri school ) during that week at the same time.
Well, to be exact.
I can say that i dont really have best friends
in secondary school. Because i hardly trust anyone.
Or rather there's hardly anyone who understands me
and listen to me when i have problems, or leak out whatever
i told them.
All i do is just to get on with life and do my own things,
close one eye on the rest.

There's countless things i need to do.
Homeworks, tests, band and other external activities.
Its enough to occupy me till olevels.
And now, friendship problems.
I dont know what to do when i hear all this.
All i want is to do well for olvl and move on.
Because the fact is, i have never enjoyed secondary school life,
not a single bit. And im pretty sure about this.
There isnt any friend that can be my listening ear.
I just feel like shutting myself out from them sometimes.
You dont know how it feels when your life is in a mess.
In almost everything you do, is in a mess right now.
I know i need to move on.
But when there's so much obstacles in your way,
how can i.
I know i will take a long time.
All i wish is that time could just pass by quickly till
end of olevels. And officially out of secondary school life.
Because i dont even want to stay in there any longer.

And now, is time to buck up on my grades,
which is horrible ttm.
bye.

And to someone.
You gonna have CL tuition tmr.
So goodluck and learn well! (:
So motivational right!
JYJY.