Seventy-five

its 28august.
75more days to go.
i can endure all the nonsense.
i've done it for the past three years.
i can, i will and i must.
i wanna earn lots of money, and go overseas
to make my dreams come true.
i wanna stay over at Travis's hse after O's.
i wanna meet Primary school Bestfriends.
i wanna go for classes.
i wanna party all night long.
Alright, i feel more motivated to study now.
Havent been doing work tdy. I'll do so tonight.
i hope my plan wont fail again.
-
everything's gonna be okay
the streets will lighten up my way
so we dance on, dance on, we gonna dance on
:D
-
I'm back from Airport.
And its 1150pm already, so i guess
i'm not gonna do any work tdy. :(
I'll have to do so tmr. And two times harder.
LOL.
Oh yeah. And people went crazy screaming
and running with Cameras in their hands,
when they saw their Korean Idol passing by
the Airport just now. Funny max.
Nevermind, shall not elaborate.
I'll stop here. Im gonna fall asleep soon.
So yeah, Bye people. :D

Editted

I just wanna write something here,
so i'm back for the second time today.
I've been mugging hard nowadays,
every night, every single day.
But, i'm still distracted because studying
is boring. So when i have breaks, i break
for a long time. This aint good. :x
I shall improve on this.
Oh yes, i need motivation to mug hard for
Maths. LOL. It just annoy you when you dont
get the correct answer. :(
Nevermind. I shall find a way to make things work.
Oh. I did what i promised ytd, which is to work hard
today. I did work for 5hrs. *Proud of myself.
So, i'm gonna work equally hard tmr too. :D
Alright, that'll be all for studies.
-
I guess problems are back again?
It will never come to an end.
Cant something more interesting happen?
Its always the same old thing.
And its driving me nuts, when i'm enough
stressed up over studies.
And after so much that i've gone through,
i cant believe that i can still be that naive
to believe that somethings could last forever.
Perhaps its because i'm expecting a miracle to happen,
so i never guarded my heart.
but its okay. afterall, time will heal all wounds
right? i should learn my lesson.
i'm feeling down, but then again, who cares?
No matter how many times i said that
'i dont feel like caring', since when have i done that?
None. I need to get all this out of my head and study hard.
I must do it soon. Sigh*
-
And yes, I wanna Thank Bestfriend for being there for me
every single day.
And Sorry because you have to listen to all my rants about life.
Thanks for teaching me 'thats life'. I'll change my mindset.
And i just wanna tell you that, you're the only one
who knows about every single thing.
And that, i told you because you're the one i know that i
can count on. I guess life will be a million times more
horrible w/o you. Thanks a million times. :D
Xiexie ni oh!

Chapters of life

Now, I'm back here again because
I'm really tired and there's nothing
that I wanna do now.
Since I kinda forgot what had happened
over the past few days, I shall just talk about
today! As usual, Lessons are Boring.
But the good thing today is that I dont feel
sleepy. :D
Oh yes, but my mood isnt good.
Even E asks why I looked so sian. :(
So, was moody till after school.
Initially, didnt feel like dancing, but still went to
look for crew.
Luckily, after sometime, Started getting highhhh
and so joined them to dance, without warmups. LOL. :D
Haohan taught me, andrea and chelsea steps for 'already taken'
first before leaving us to practice.
After we're done, Sophia checked on us.
Passed. :D
Taught Andrea 'already taken' again, before practising with
the song over and over again.
Next, we practised our steps for 'Eat you up'.
And there was one part for 'Eat you up' that needed me
and Andrea to think of our own steps.
We did so many different combinations, but nothing seem to work
well with the song. Finally after like 20mins, we finally managed to
get something that was able to match the song. Great~ :D
Practised 'Already taken' and 'Eat you up' to and fro, over
and over again. At about 430, we moved over to the
hall to continue our practice till 6pm.
Rested till 630, before leaving the school to Varinice for Dinner.
Had dinner with Sophia, Haohan and Jesmond.
After we're done with Dinner, Kaibin and Eoin came to join us,
while Haohan went home.
Talked and Joked. Fun ttm.
At 8, we went to floating platform. :D
Did Stunts, danced and talked till 840pm.
And finally home! Aint gonna do any work tdy,
since I'm tired ttm.
But, I promise to work hard tmr. :D
Oh yes, Fyi : I'm missing clique right now.
Alright, i shall end here.
Bye.

When i fall, still clinging onto hope

School wasnt good today. :(
First period was geog.
Copied notes at a super fast speed
for once because i wanna sleep.
And i was feeling hungry, so stomach
started to hurt. -.-
Next period was chem. Science practical. :D
Recess with part of Upper Sec clique. :D:D:D
Then had emaths. Went through ws.
And mother tongue! My teacher told me something
which made me more sian. :(
And finally, emaths mock exam till 4pm.
Emath mock exam has definitely drain my energy.
And i had to keep myself awake since i felt like sleeping
every minute. And my eye is not healing. -.-
Decided to give study trip at Stella's hse a miss
since i was having headache after exam.
Fyi. Headaches are getting too frequent nowadays,
eye not healing.
I may need to see a doctor soon. Well, who knows.
I might just get fever tmr.
Oh well, i shall start on amaths now.
Alright, bye.

360 degrees

And, im back here again.
I've spent my weekend over at Travis's hse.
Again, we caught WGM on his com tgt.
Ahh, watching WGM can drive you nuts.
You can never get bored watching them.
And it will make you wish that your life can be
like that. *Hopes*
Of course, i did my homeworks while Travis
spammed Korean songs. :D
Snacks + drink = Party past midnight.
Woke up this morning, continued doing
homeworks. Talked about grandma
with Travis. Sigh, bad.
Lunch, entertaintment, homework.
Went home at 5.
And now im having headache and eye pain. :(
Okay, i think thats about it.
The end!~

i wished we werent stuck in this situation now.

Im just here to throw something in
this blog.
Wednesday was SS mock exam.
G.C. SBQ was horrible. It made me
waste time and hence, i didnt finish my
SEQ part B.
Thursday was Science mock exam.
Feeling neutral. (:
After that, had dance till 6plus.
Went to Mac with Clique for dinner.
Coincidentally, Sister was with her
classmates at Mac. Joined them and talked.
Sorry clique for ps-ing. :x
Wanted to do amaths homework, but found out
that i didnt bring. So talked till 9pm and went home.
Showered and did amaths homework till 12am plus.
Watched TV till 1am plus.
Today
Boring.
Okay, im lazy. Bye.
/i hate the fact that we arent talking at all now.
everything today seemed to have a link to you.
and its horrible because i am trying my best
not to think of anything. things just keep appearing
in my face. seriously, what now? i cant act like
nothing happened. i know im a failure here.
i cant deny the fact that i'm missing everything.
and i cant start a conversation with you,
because its gonna affect you. crap, time pass faster
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. sigh.

National day celebration!

Heyheyhey!
Yesterday was Singapore's 45th birthday,
so Sisters and I went to catch fireworks.
We met up at 4.30pm at bedok mrt platform
before heading to marina bay.
While on the train, someone mentioned
that she wanted KOI. And the rest started
to go 'me too'. LOL. So in the end, we all
alighted at Bugis and went over to KOI.
This time the queue was shorter. (:
Finished our drink and finally train to marina bay.
The minute we stepped out from marina bay
mrt station, caught helicopters with Singapore flag
flying towards Padang. Everyone started taking
pictures excitedly. LOL. After we are done with that,
continued walking till we reach somewhere near the IR.
Songs went on and on and people started marching in.
At 8plus, finally, fireworks. I guess this year's fireworks
is one of the best. So yay. Sisters totally video-ed the
fireworks. Great.
At 9plus, we started walking to marina square.
It was super duper far. We started singing singapore
songs to entertain ourselves.
Finally, when it was close to 10pm, we reached marina square.
When we were there, it just took us so long
to decide what to eat for dinner. In the end, all of us
decided to get ice-cream. Rested awhile and finally went home.
Bus-ed and walked home.
Its close to midnight and im starting to freak out
since its the first day of 7th mth ytd.
And its even more freaky when i was waiting for the lift alone
that went all the way up to 12th floor.
Because that was when, something dropped
and landed on the floor loudly.
The worst part is i dont even know whats the thing
and where is it. I swear i totally ran into the lift
and pressed the close button non-stop.
This is when you wished someone was there
talking to you over the phone or texting you.
Like seriously. But since its almost 12am, its kinda impossible.
In short, everyone should be careful.
Alright, im going off to do amaths now. Bye.

Just stop it.

Its just so annoying when you just walk off
like that. And the best thing is, the rest just
leave you alone.
Seriously, stop giving me the i-dont-care attitude
and speak up. Dont you all know how to
learn and control your emotions and
let others understand what you want.
How many more rounds of such things, you all want.
I remembered i ran out and went after you the other time
but now, i guess i wont.
i've got lots of work to do.
Just do what you all want.
Seriously, dont you all find it really lame.
I dont have time for such things.
And now, i cant be bothered too! -.-
I've got my own attitude.

You never change, like a leopard doesnt change its spots.

National Celebration in School
yesterday was alright!
Watched captain's ball game going on
in the hall with sisters :D
And, Ms Chew fell backwards when she was trying
to catch the ball while standing on the chairs.
I hope she's fine now.
After the game, we all went home to shower
first, before meeting tgt at Bugis.
By the time i reach home, i was feeling kinda tired.
But somehow, someone managed to keep me awake!
At 12, rushed to shower and out. Reached 20mins later
than our meeting time.
Sorry Sisters for waiting for me, thanks! (:
Lunch-ed at BK, walked Bugis street and Bugis Junction
to and fro. Tired ttm.
At about 3 plus, Sisters wanted to go over to KOI
for a drink. Reached KOI and saw that the queue was super
duper long. Waited for so long and our legs started to hurt.
After we got our drink from KOI, walked through Illuma,
back to Bugis junction. Continued to shop and all.
Went to BHG with Stella for she wants to buy something for
her nephew. LOL.
Finally, at 6, we managed to find a bench to sit on and
rest our legs for like half an hour, before going home.
In short, sisters' outing was great! Love you all.
And today, once again, we are meeting up to do
some work. Yay. Gonna be great.
Right, im done with this. Bye.

The truth and the decision.

Hey people.
I came here to write down my thoughts
for this week, because no one is entertaining me.
It was really tiring this week.
I seriously need sleep.
Finally, investiture's over and we are almost
done with Mock exams.
But prelims gonna be up next, horrible.
I'm so not looking forward to results for the mock exams
because i know its gonna be horrible.
Seriously, there isnt much time left. :(
And there's tons of homework to do over
the so-called holiday.
Totally got spammed with school papers and TYS.
With that, i'm kinda hesitating if i'm still going
over to Travis's hse.
Because i know, i wouldnt do my work when i'm there.
We will probably just slack and game the whole day, out
for supper at night, then have midnight chats/ jokes while spamming UNO
in the room. But its been really long since i get to stay over
at cousins' hse. How, how, how. I shall decide really soon.
Oh, Had dance practices with D.I.S nowadays, and i'm loving it. :D
And tadah, national celebration in school in a few hours time.
So not wearing any red top. :D
Sisters and Clique outing really soon! :D:D:D
I'm so feeling excited now. Alright, shall end here.
I'm lazy to go on. Nightttttttttttt.
Oh, Kaibin & Yanyi!
Hope that you all recover soon! :D
Andandand, seriously, why do i even bother in the first place?
I think i must have gone nuts.

Brightest star tonight.

In a few hours time, i'll be in school again.
And i havent been sleeping early over the weekends.
So im still equally tired.
Tdy was a history-intensive day.
Studied history and nothing else.
I swear it was so boring that you can just fall asleep
and forget about mock exams.
Mock exams gonna start from tmr onwards
and i guess most of us are not ready for it.
Oh well. Its mock exams. LOL.
And once again, i cant wait for friday because i
guess i'll be going to Travis's hse. High possibility!
Miss Travis and Luna alot. Had been 2months since i
last saw them.
Okay, guess that'll be all for now.
I'll blog when i feel like it again. Haha.
Bye.