Everything changes

I'm back to this empty space again. I wouldnt be elaborating about what happened for the past few days because it's always the same old thing. Spending time at Band or meeting up with people. Nothing interesting. But somehow, my boring routine led to me thinking about: 'what i really want in life'. Like, I dont even know what i want to be in future, like do i still have passion for dance? If yes, should i go for it and many more. It seem like i'm living life so aimlessly now. And truth is, everyone close to me changed. Honestly, i feel like i dont know them anymore. Its so difficult to talk to them, much less say find someone to confide in, about my problems. And times like now, i dont even know what to do, who to tell. And before i could even tell someone about my problems, many people told me about their problems too. Seems like everyone's having a hard time in life now. But its okay, i'll lend them my ears because all of them are important to me. But i suppose its only one way, so everyone's drifting apart. Double sadness. Who would even understand right. Nevermind, i'll find a way. :( Bye.

Live life with no regrets

Hi people! It's been so long since i last blogged. Since I had been busy nowadays, either with Band or meeting up with people, there was hardly any time for me to rest much less talk about using the laptop for blogging. :X So, due to my laziness and not remembering much about what happened for the past week, i've decided to upload pictures taken on Sunday - SP's concert. (:

Featuring: Siangying & Kengyun.

From L-R: Siangying, Qian Hui, Wanxin, Kengyun & Myself.

From L-R: Wanxin, Qian Hui, Kengyun, Myself, Siangying.

Featuring: Qian Hui and Wanxin.

Featuring: Kengyun.

Love those girls. (Y)

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Well, i'm lazy to upload the rest of the pictures here so i guess that'll be all for today. I'll blog soon again. (: Oh, anyways, i've appealed to another course yesterday and i really hope that my appeal is successful. -prays- Thanks alot to those who showed care & concern, sharing advices and supporting me. Since today is the First day of school for those going to JC, i shall wish them all the best here. Gonna go out later. Bye people.

Dont give up, have faith, restart.

Hi awesome readers! I'm back to update my dead blog again. So, i've started to have a new daily routine since i'm not working. This means that i'm practically free everyday, unless i've meet ups etc. Apparently, i've been waking up at 6am, just to send my sister off to school and travel back home. Since life's been pretty boring, i decided to read the newspapers. And i came to realise that newspapers are quite entertaining. (: After reading newspapers, i'll continue to catch up on my sleep till 12pm. I know right, who wakes up at 12pm, when people are having lunch? Whatever it is, you can keep your comments to yourselves. So its either, i head out to meet up with people for lunch or go out with my awesome mom. :D Sometimes, i'll just spend my day shopping with mom and pick my sister up after she's done at school. Either way, i find it cool. So, i'm rather lazy to elaborate on the other events that happened for the past week and hence i'm gonna cut everything short. I've decided to go Poly after thinking over, about my lousy Olvl results. I know i'll be determined enough to do my best at Poly when school starts, because i'm feeling motivated. I've met up with Clique on Friday and i hope we can meet up soon again. Met up with dearest sisters on Monday. Finally had Pizza and movie together though we got separated from Yiling. :X Met up with dearest bestfriend-Cheryl today. So, i met up with Cheryl at Bugis today for shopping. Firstly, i'm so sorry that i was late. :X Head over to Bugis street and walked the entire place inside out, up and down. LOL. After 2hrs or so, decided to head back to Bugis Junction to continue shopping. Got a new bag at one of the awesome 'carts'. Apparently, Cheryl got me another bag, which is my advanced bday present. This means i came home with two new bags today!^^ Really appreciate this best friend okay. Thank you very much once again. (: Cant wait to meet her again. Anyways, our bet is still on. You're confirmed going to JC la, dont worry. I know i'll win this time. Okay, nevermind. Just wanna say, i miss all my awesome friends out there, hope to see them soon. All the best for JC/Poly. Love you people alot. And for those who are feeling sad now, cheer up! (: With that, i'm gonna end my post here. Goodnight world.

You are worth the fight

It's been really long since i've updated this empty space. Well, i've been really busy with many stuffs, mainly Band. So, i've been spending most of my time in Band, or sleeping. But, I really wonder why am i still so tired every single day. Alright, i'm feeling rather lazy now, so i'm not gonna elaborate about every single event happening in my life. In short, things havent been going my way. Apparently it lead to a long breakdown. Nothing can describe how i felt that day. Luckily, there was at least someone for me to confide in. Really appreciate what i have. (: So, its already 10 january today. This means i'll be receiving my Olvl results later. Actually, i know very well myself that i wouldnt do well. But many people are telling me that i'll be fine. Sigh, i know my instincts will be right. Cant help but say i'm scared like everyone else, but i promise i'll get over it. I know that crying is not gonna help change my grades, so i guess i'm just gonna decide what to do after i see my results. Hopefully, i can still make it to poly. I hope i have good news though. -cross fingers-

Brand new beginning

Hey people! 2010 is gone and 2011 is here! 2010 had been a bad year for me, so i actually look forward to 2011 alot. In 2010, i've learnt many things and seen many people changing. Well, wouldnt judge whether is it good or bad because who are we to judge right? We should keep comments to ourselves and not start talking bad about people. That'll be mean. Lesson learnt in 2010, so i wouldnt repeat the same mistakes again this year. Though 2010 had been a bad year overall, there were still times where i had fun and felt truly happy. These will be the happy memories that i'll keep and i'll remember not to repeat mistakes and make 2011 a better year. :)Alright, wouldnt elaborate on the bad stuffs because its no longer important, as long as you learn from your mistakes. In 2010, i know i've lost quite a few best friends so i promise i'll cherish those who are still with me more now. Sorry to those who i've hurt in 2010, from the bottom of my heart ! I still hope we can at least talk again.
For all the good times i had in 2010, i will Thank Clique for being there for me, giving me the best memories i could ever have. I'm really grateful to have you guys. The times where you all skipped recess / lunch just to stay with me when i broke down in school. The times we had fun and did stupid things during Clique outings and started getting high & noisy everywhere we go. Times where we sang band songs while walking to the bus stop after a BBQ and many more. I really hope i wouldnt lose any single one of you this year or rather, forever. You guys really mean alot to me, like my family. Love you people! I really hope the Clique will stay strong and bonded. -this shall be my 11.11 wish-
Next, I'm gonna thank my family, especially my mom for always supporting me in whatever i do. Mom, you rock and stop being too cute. I cant stand it. :D
And now, thank Best friend for changing me into someone better, listening to my rantings when i'm unhappy, did your best to help me by giving me advices and lastly helped me alot in my studies. Really wanna thank you alot. Without you, i wouldnt be able to take all those crap in 2010. (I realised i wanna thank alot of people).
Thank the band mates for making my day with all the funny jokes, *cute winks*, listening to my problems at times. Hope you all will share your problems with me, like now too! :) Do well at Studies and for the upcoming SYF. You guys rock!^^
Thank Sisters for being there for me, supported me in whatever i do. I'll remember the times where we got so high at Pizzahut etc. Love you girls alot. :) We need to meet up soon! ^^
Thank DIS for all the fun & laughter during dance practices, all the effort we've put in to make our last performance memorable. Hopefully, we'll get to meet someday again!
And lastly, thank a few other good friends for giving me support, advices and happy memories in 2010. I hope i'll still be able to stay in contact with all these wonderful people! I will miss you all!
Now, for 2011.
1. Work hard for my studies and not have anymore regrets.
2. To decide whether i wanna pursue Music / dance.
3. Cherish and spend more time with my family and best friends.
4. Keep Clique strong and bonded.
5. Keep in contact with my wonderful friends.
6. Earn money instead of spending $$ like nobody's business.
7. Time management
8. Live life to the fullest.
9. Make 2011 a better year ^^
Let's hope i'll be able to get all these done this year. Lastly, Happy new year to all! :)