You're so yesterday.

Its the start of the O's tmr.
Seriously, i'm panicking alittle
because i'm afraid that i didnt
study hard enough for it.
But at the same time, i feel
like resting now. I'm going against
the effects of those medicines
right now. I've got alittle more
to go for physics, before i spend an hour
for amaths and another 45mins or so on
english before turning in. I really hope
i wouldnt collapse on my bed before i'm done.
Alright, back to physics now.
All the best for O's for those taking tmr. (:

I kinda saw that 1 changed to 0.

Expect the unexpected

Tuesday-Sore throat
Wednesday-Flu
Thursday-Blocked nose
Friday- Still blocked nose.
Look at my 'wonderful' week.
And had Science practical exam ytd.
The best of the best practical ever.
Had a bunsen burner that cannot start fire.
And a spoilt dropper. A solution that was left
on standing, yet there was nothing happening
to it. And obviously, we are supposed to get
a precipitate. Great. -.-
And i'm getting bored of books and notes.
Yet i'm panicking and worried that i get
lousy grades especially after the screwed practical ytd.
Had a nightmare last night. Mom claimed that i'm too
stressed etc. I know that. But i cant de-stress myself right.
And clique's drifting apart. I'm sorry that i felt this way.
But that was what i thought so too.
I dont know what to say. I probably dont have
motivation to go on anymore. Nevertheless, Love you guys.

Nothing is impossible.

I know i should be studying right now,
instead of appearing at blogger.
But i needed a space to write
about how i feel inside.
Its less than a week to O's
and i'm feeling the pressure.
I want to do well, achieve what i really
want to in future. But i'm scared that
i dont get what i want. I dont wanna be
limited by choices. I want to choose.
I need someone to talk to, like seriously.
Bestfriends been telling me to chill, relax and all.
I know i need to, but i just cant you see.
I'm panicking so much that i cant balance
equations. How am i suppose to get my As at O's.
And i'm losing motivation. I need someone to
tell me i will be okay. :(

Up and Running.

Hi People! :D
Its sunday today and i'll be going
to school tmr.
But, its the last week of school, finally.
i've been waiting for this, like months ago.
Bestfriend knows why. ((:
Just gonna say my parents are recovering
already. (Y)
And i've been either doing my homeworks or studying
today. I.am.motivated!
Oh yeah. 091010 (L)
And before i go, Happy 16th Birthday
Sibing (sister)!
Hope you enjoyed today & all the best for O's.
See you in school tmr. :D
Alright, i guess im done.
Need to do chinese now. :X
Bye guys.

I thought you were different.

Life isnt good for me since my last post.
i'm kinda lazy to elaborate about stuffs here
though.
Both Dad & Mom injured while
i had fever that day.
A whole stack of worksheets on my table
waiting for me, as olvl's getting nearer.
17 more days to O's and i know we're all
in a panic. Just got to do our best.
And all the best to juniors for their remaining papers.
(:
Oh yeah. I had heart talks with E
and he bought me a packet of dinosaur candies
that day that helped to cheer me up alot. Thanks. :D
And Andrea, thanks for your hugs.
Oh in short, thanks clique. Haha.
12 Nov.
Hugs became the most useful way for me
to cheer up. Thanks people. Love you guys. (Y)

You dont know.

I always believe that there'll
be someone more special than the others
who can cheer you up in the fastest possible time.
Apparently, the one who i wanna talk to most,
dont give a shit. Great. Day ruined. -.-

There's always a first time to everything.

Its Friday today, so i'm here blogging. (Y)
Block timetable started this week, and we've
two more weeks to go.
I would say Block timetable is way more horrible
than our normal timetable. Lessons are extended to
1 and a half hrs for some subjects. Obviously, there are
benefits in doing so, but without breaks in between,
its definitely horrible. We'll start falling asleep or
nothing gets into our brains. And because of block timetable,
we are ending school at 230 everyday except Fridays.
Bad. I need more sleep. And furthermore, for the whole of
this week, clique had been studying in school after lunch till 6pm.
And obviously, there wont be enough time to complete
our homeworks in that few hours. So after reaching home,
it'll be the same old routine: Shower, dinner and homeworks.
Oh yes, and i got really poor appetite nowadays.
I got no idea why though. And i realised that i've been crazy
in school this week, shall not elaborate about it.
So i guess that will be all for the week. I shall have a good rest
today. Bye readers. (:
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Oh, cheer up people. Love you guys. :D