Friday, July 30, 2010

In a helpless situation, what are you gonna do ?

Hi all.
This week had been much better
as compared to the last one.
Still, problems are yet to be settled.
Schooling had been better this week
because Sisters became real close.
Meetups before school and after school
definitely make us more bonded, somehow.
Monday was normal, ordinary.
Tues was Sisters outing. But sadly, Peixian
has art, while dearest Yiling was ill.
Glad she's fine now. (:
Wednesday was dance after school.
Had fun with Sweetheart Sophia.
Thursday had dance again with part of crew only.
Today was home after school.
Lunch-ed with family, shower. Nap and
tadah, here now.
But i'm still feeling tired because i've been
sleeping late at night over the 5days.
Weekends gonna be bad because i have
lots of homeworks to do and study for mock exams
next week.
I need to survive this. Gosh.
Anyways, im missing sisters and clique now.
Hopefully, clique can make it tmr for homework session. :D
Sisters meetup soon! And all the best for our mock exams alright!
-Insert hearts. (:
And lastly, I'm gonna apologise to all who
encourage/urged me to talk to them about it.
I dont have the will to go on.
I'm outnumbered. 1 against others is definitely
draining my energy out. Furthermore, its been months.
So sorry. I guess i wont be able to carry out this task,
though i know you all wanted me to do it, very much.
Really sorry, but i'm leaving things as it is.
Maybe i will change my mind again, but i doubt so.
Sigh, i wished i wasnt stuck in this.
Now, i'm expected to settle this, not to disappoint
others, start mugging and everything else.
Sorry people. I will try my best, but i wouldnt
promise that i will be able to accomplish what
you all wanted me to do.
Classmates, thanks for the support you guys gave.
Thanks and Sorry once again.
Alright, i shall stop here. Bye.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

there is no more turning back, is there?

Time always pass so quickly on Sundays.
And i hate it because there's school the next day.
As always.
School was horrible ttm this week.
*i dont have to elaborate.
Homeworks piling up like a mountain.
i will definitely be happier if all my homeworks
becomes money :D
Sigh, its monday tmr. Monday, Monday, Monday.
Seeing people that i feel so uncomfortable with,
is definitely horrible.
Gosh. I want my weekends to pass slower.
Three months more.
Nevermind. Endureeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Okay, im getting lazy to go on.
1. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA KOH!
2. CONGRATS DAMAI WINDZ FOR THE SILVER AWARD!
3. THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO SHOWED YOUR CONCERN
THROUGHOUT THIS WEEK. LOVE YOU PEOPLE.
-i still dont see why you have to change.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Perfect picture.

I wished time pass slower during weekends.
A few more hours to the end of my sunday.
And back to school, Facing all the *fill in the blanks yourself*,
rushing homeworks every night.
But. Someone make me look forward to Sundays
during school days. How great.
And the cycle just keep repeating.
And the same kind soul helped me count the number of days
to olvl. 98 from tmr. Screams.
Stop daydreaming. Someone should come and motivate me.
And im glad to say, i finally studied tdy.
*Claps. Okay. Getting bored.
Oh. And lastly. Happy birthday Cousin! :D:D:D
Boom! (:

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Little thoughts

I've decided to write down the random thoughts running
in my mind right now.
" Who are the ones who really ask
what happened when they dont see you smiling? "
" Who really cared and give advices to help you, when you tell them
what's bothering you? "
" Who really show you that you mean something in their lives
and that they will never wanna lose you? "
I know its kinda random or something. But yes, im thinking about it
right now. At times, i really dont know who i can rely on
when im bothered about something and need a listening ear badly.
Many times, i picked up my phone, searched through the contacts
and decided not to text/call anyone.
I guess im having too much doubts nowadays.
But its okay. Thanks bestfriend and God, i'll be okay soon (:

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Last fight for survival. I'll have to make it.

Hihi people^^
I've Survived Second Week Of Term 3.
Schooling is tiring ttm.
And im so looking forward to Fridays every week,
since fridays = early dismissal. :D
Okay. For this week, there isnt anything
interesting to elaborate on. So shall skip. :D
Yesterday was friday! And i went out with Sibing. :D:D:D
After such a long time. We finally get to go out tgt.
Went to walk around tm, since we werent hungry.
Went to Popular, with an intention of getting a new eraser and pen,
since pens always love dying on me and erasers keep breaking. -.-
We did something really funny at Popular. Aint gonna mention it
here though. (:
Started to talk about really random topics,
ranting about our homework load and all.
And it was srsly funny when we keep saying the same
thing at the same time.
After walking for like about 2hrs from tm to century to and fro,
we decided to head for ljs for our lunch.
Its been so long since i last had ljs. Memories. (:
After we are done at ljs, continued walking around tm,
and headed to T1.
Something happened at T1, and i got a shock for nothing.
It was so lame. But nevermind. It didnt happen to us,
was some other stranger.
Oh, and we actually laughed about someone
till we couldnt stop laughing.
And got new rubber bands tgt. Dont know why, i just keep
losing rubber bands. Just so annoying.
Continued walking around T1.
And went home around 4plus.
Did chem ws and vectors at night, knocked out.
Saturday.
Dad's off tdy. So i'm going out with my family tdy.
After so long.
If there's anything interesting tdy, i shall be back to post it.
If not, probably another day.
Definitely will have to finish up on vectors and start on
Amath tys tdy.
I shall just hope i will be disciplined enough to do so,
for im someone who gets distracted easily.
And i must remember this aint good.
Okay. That shall be all for now.
Because im happy with posting so long tdy.
Wait. On a random note,
1. Clique. When are we meeting again ?
Im missing you all now. Awwww. Better be touched (((((:
2. C. Text and meet up soon.
I've got things to tell you. Something that you will be shock about.
3. Lastly, YPSS. Out tgt soon! Miss you all.
Okay. Stopping here. Bye. (:
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I'm back from a day out with my family.
Intially wanted to go to Osaka Town for lunch.
So, we travelled all the way to City Hall.
When we reached CH, we then found out that
Osaka Town's gone. Under renovation.
Bigbig sigh. Went to DTF instead.
Great meal. Told my great stories to entertain
my family. Haha. :D
Went to shop for groceries after we're done.
Frozen yogurt with S & D. :D
Head over to Marks & Spencer.
Bought tons of cookies home. Yay. :D:D:D
After that, managed to see part of NDP rehearsal
and home.
Currently gonna post this and finish the last qn on
Vectors homework, and get started on Amath Tys.
Alright, i better get going. Bye again. (:

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Catch your wave with Magic. :D

Heyyyyyy People!
All you have to know is,
tdy's great.
Because i finished all my hws.
With the help of bestfriend.
And im finally clear about Vectors,
which was driving me nuts. -.-
So, happy ttm. :D
And psps for the long wait.
Sorry uh! Thank you very much!
Alright. Im currently missing Clique peeps.
But its okay, because im meeting them tmr.
So yay! Okay. i guess thats all.
Because readers dont have to know too much.
HAHA. Joking. just getting lazy here.
Sorry. And bye! :D
-time pass real quickly when we are having fun.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

this is it. never gonna let it go.

im starting to worry for myself.
im starting to live life the way
i dont wish to.
but, of course there's a reason why
im reacting this way, behaving this way.
i've been thinking about this for a very long
long time.
and i have not decided how i wanna handle this.
i've lost all my faith and belief in you.
you made me see how you are actually, inside.
i remembered someone mentioned that
humans often neglect those who really care about us.
so im wondering who are the ones who really
care about me.
of course deep inside, i know who i really care about
but yeah. sadly, it doesnt happen both ways,
so yeah. i'll see how it goes.
but now, what ?
Self note: Clear last part of hws.
Mug hard.
Study date with lovable ppl soon! :D

Friday, July 2, 2010

1st week of school.

Today is Friday! :D
5days of schooling is indeed tiring
me out.
Its only the first week of school
yet homework load has already been
increased like i-dont-know-how-many-times.
And still, im lazy to elaborate about school.
Or maybe there isnt anything to elaborate about. -.-
In short, im getting more retarded and high
as each day pass by. And i dont know why.
The most retarded part tdy was,
when we were dismissed for recess,
i actually said: WOW! I FEEL GREAT!
Retarded much. -Skip-
I need sleep.
I need more entertainment.
I need to study.
I need to learn dance with Suansuan.
I need to laugh at your face. Joke.
Ahh, yes. I just remembered.
Ppl are getting really two-faced and fake.
Why try to act when everything is so obvious.
I just dont get it.
Perhaps this is the way you live life.
But im telling you, i've seen enough.
You dont have to do it and stop fooling yourself.
Y.O.U A.R.E O.U.T.
And thanks clique. Great recess-es tgt,
after school meet ups &movie. :D
Love you guys!
-C, meet you next week :D
-I guess i shouldnt do it anymore, so yeah,
kinda too bad.
Okay, done. Bye.