this is it. never gonna let it go.

im starting to worry for myself.
im starting to live life the way
i dont wish to.
but, of course there's a reason why
im reacting this way, behaving this way.
i've been thinking about this for a very long
long time.
and i have not decided how i wanna handle this.
i've lost all my faith and belief in you.
you made me see how you are actually, inside.
i remembered someone mentioned that
humans often neglect those who really care about us.
so im wondering who are the ones who really
care about me.
of course deep inside, i know who i really care about
but yeah. sadly, it doesnt happen both ways,
so yeah. i'll see how it goes.
but now, what ?
Self note: Clear last part of hws.
Mug hard.
Study date with lovable ppl soon! :D