when things are moving fast, you need to make a quick decision as well.

I got to go soon, so shall just blog

for awhile.

i will include details the next time i update.

thinking about yesterday, i felt that somehow

things do change, no matter what. often, i dont know how it happen,

or maybe because its just too sudden. each time it happens,

it disturbs me alot. yeah, pretty much. its just some unexplainable

feeling inside. for the past few days, i've been reading someone's blog.

and im amazed, because the way we feel and think is exactly the same.

But, thing is, we may not feel comfortable with sharing our problems

together, knowing her/his character. age gap is the problem, i guess?

if not for that, i guess you are definitely someone who i can confide in.

or maybe i still can? i dont know, this, i need to think about it.

well, other than him/her, i dont know who i can confide in.

im still feeling very disturbed now, though im feeling real tired

because i slept at 3am plus last night.

sometimes, its not whether you can stop thinking about it or not.

its just the way you're feeling. it makes you feel more helpless

when you got no idea who you can confide in. you may think

that the way to handle it, is to give yourself some space and all.

but deep inside, you are pretty much disturb by it, or will dwell

on it for a long long time. maybe weeks, months?

like come on, everyone does that, perhaps not openly.

and thats the way im feeling now.

there are problems, definitely. perhaps just hidden.

you dont know, till you see it. when everyone starts to

change, how would you react?

guess i'll think about it tnight again. 3am once again?

i dont know.