If forever ever exist.

i dont know what am i suppose to be feeling
or thinking right now.
i've got mixed emotions.
i dont know what to do and how to react.
O's gonna be here real soon.
i got to keep myself focused and mug hard.
i know, but i guess i'll have to settle those emotions
first. i got to be careful about what i say and what i do.
i dont want my friendships to spoil. Yes, that is it.
Promising is one thing, doing it is another.
i know i got your promise, but who knows what's
gonna happen next? From the minute you promised me,
i know that i'll have to be ready that you might let me down
someday. Trust may be gone forever if we failed to do
what we promised each other. Sigh, i need time to think
about all these. i really hope we won't disappoint each other.
Peace.