Sucks

I need a break.
Too many things in a short time.
I need to be alone outside.
I want to blast music in my ears
and walk the mall aimlessly.
I dont know. I dont want to stop and think,
i just want to walk non-stop. Till im tired enough
to drop dead on my bed by the time i reach home.
I got alot of things to tell. But i dont know who to tell
because consultant is not working for me anymore.
Probably i should just find many many things to do
and just keeping working on it.
I dont know how to stop talking to people.
I cannot get high anymore. I want to just shut up
at least for once.