Magical Street lights

Felt so glad that I've managed to find someone at work to confide in. Finally let everything out, things I've been keeping ever since it happened, my thoughts and many little confessions. It had been so long ever since I really had a good heart talk, this was one of the best I had. (: Thank you Jeremy for staying up till close to 5am with me, listening to all my troubles and unhappiness, being there for me when I needed someone to confide in or lending your help at work. Thumbs up for this good friend ttm! Felt much better after hearing all his advices and praises for me. Yay, I'm a happy girl. I believe I'm back to my old self already. :D Thank you to those who stayed by my side all this while.
- Family, clique, colleagues, trysha, kengyun etc.

Had celebrations for cny few days back and I'm happy to say this year's was better and more meaningful. Reunion dinner as usual @ granny's house on cny eve, along with my relatives. Had a great catch up session with my awesome cousin - Travis, about our lives after not seeing each other for almost like half a year. Gosh, I swear I missed him so much. In fact, I tell him more things than I actually tell my biological brother. How strange. Sat together during dinner and he made me laugh so hard with all his jokes and teasing with my cousins. Had so much fun until it was close to 11pm at night, before most of my relatives decide to head home for a rest. Sudden decision to spend my night @ Granny's house so I got Travis to drive my family home, and I rushed to get my stuffs before heading back to the car. Felt so bad when I saw Travis standing beside the lift, for at least ten minutes while waiting for me to get my stuffs as I headed downstairs, into the car. Car ride with Travis will always be the best, with music blasting and car's at fast speed. Watched 'dangerous boys' and had chicken wings in his air-con room, totally enjoying life. Slept close to 2am, and woke up at 9am the following day. :X

Met Derrick outside Granny's house and headed to bedok Mac for breakfast. Had long and happening conversations over breakfast and finally got home by 12 noon. Slacked my afternoon away before cny celebrations in the evening begin. Had Macs for dinner with family and headed to Granny's house again. Next, met Derrick again and went for a walk because I couldnt stand sitting and stoning while waiting for my relatives to arrive. Finally decided to walk over to 7-11 and got Ben and Jerry Ice-cream, chocolates and candies. :) At about 9pm, relatives finally arrived while I was upstairs watching Travis play games. Reluctantly, headed downstairs to see them and idontknowwhy all my red packets didnt come directly to me but it went to my mom. Major Joke. :X Joined 'the aunties talk' about their kids, school and what not, while the teens and few other relatives started playing blackjack and gambling. Endless conversations about future and studies with a few aunts, and received lots of good advices. Sent them off close to 12 midnight and rushed to Travis's room for 'dangerous boys' again.

Waking up to feel freezing cold in the room under the blanket, and realised my awesome cousin had left his air-con on for me all alone for a good rest in his room. Freshen myself up and finally dragged myself downstairs and greeted everyone in the living room. Granny was so glad to see me stay here overnight, she couldnt stop smiling. (: Stayed for lunch before getting a free car ride home from Travis and headed out after a shower till night with my sister. Cny was indeed good this year, hopefully things will be as good in the upcoming years.

So I havent been working much lately, since I wanted to have a good rest from everything that's almost breaking me apart. Thank God that I'm getting over all these and my health's getting better. :) Borrowed two books from the library to escape from reality for sometime over these past two days and I'm glad its helping. Let's hope the future will be better (: