You're my pillar of support

I can't wait for Hk trip though it's just a few more days away. I really can't wait for it because I know I seriously need a getaway. A getaway from work, from studies, from every other single thing in life. I hate the way how my life is now. I always wonder why do I need to work hard for, then I reminded myself that it would be better if I suffer alittle now and enjoy life after studies. That's probably my only self-motivation. Sometimes I wish I didn't exist right here. I'm so sleep deprived right now that my eyes are barely open while typing this. Oh well, I just needed a space to rant. K, shall stop here. Feeling much better right now, goodnight world.