Nobody wants life to be this way

Cant help but think that life's a torture for me. Seriously, I wished I didnt exist. Had been under tremendous stress over the longest period of time. I really need a getaway. A day before HK trip, my mood's ruined, problems cropping up, parents making a fuss. I swear this wasnt the case when my brother went for an overseas trip. My parents put in their outmost effort to help my brother in whatever he needed, and all they did was to nag and complain to me about all the little things when I'm the one travelling to HK. They didnt even bother to help me in anything, and I was expected to handle every single thing on my own. So much for the 'I dont favor anyone' rule. Lies. Work had been a bitch as well. Cleaning every now and then made my whole body ache so badly, I cant even move properly, looking like a retard. Bad schedules, bad job, and stucked with it like almost forever. Urgh, cant wait to get over all these, I need some 'life'. And every now and then we'll have to tolerate horrible attitude of SG-ians, whether you've done good or bad. The only good thing that happened recently was that exams are finally over. Alright, shall just get over it. Probably blog when I've time again.