Change of events

I swear I'm in such a horrible mood now. Sometimes I just feel like a failure. I've put in effort and tried my best, all I get is nothing but disappointment. I'm starting to feel that it's all about luck. Hardwork doesn't pay off. Im seriously hoping that results will not be as bad as I expect with the help of bell curve, if not all the best to me. ): And now my sister is being so ridiculous by showing attitude when she took my bag out without telling me when she just bought a new bag for herself to use yesterday. What is wrong with the world. I shall not say anything when I meet my lovable colleagues for Korean BBQ buffet later because I definitely wouldn't wanna spoil their mood for this outing. Sometimes I wished I didn't exist here. :/