Dont let your eyes wander

Guess what, its september already! I hope that september will be a good month for me. Too many things have been happening lately, felt so horrible. Cant seem to get my mood up and going, so hard to fake a smile to pretend I'm alright. Appreciate those who asked me what happened and whether I'm alright. Promised Lynn that I'm gonna build a damn bridge and climb over it, gonna get over everything and put my focus on the right areas. I can do it, will do it and must do it. *Determined* Work's been fine except the new asst manager is kinda hard to approach and that I'm missing Yoshi. Saw this 'thank-you card' he wrote for me on my locker that day. He mentioned that my strength was to make people happy. To be honest, I was having mixed feelings after reading what he wrote because I cant even make myself happy, how can I make others happy. Mood went downhill a little, but still thankful that he appreciates it. Seriously, hope he visit us soon, I need him to motivate me.
Anyways, I'm so looking forward to the next outing with my buddies next next week. Need to update on each other's lives real soon. And I'm gonna go overseas with them for the first time without my parents. Feels rather scary, but quite exctied as well. Gonna save up lots of money for the trip right now, and for SNSD's concert. There's so much things to look forward to, like seriously. Alright, gonna update this space when I have time to spare. Gonna love whoever who reads the post. :P Dance tmr, like finally. Shall enjoy how good my life is, goodnight world. :)